WAIT FOR ME. LETTERS FROM THE FRONT 
 
The post-war generation came to learn about the war through different sources – some read about it in history books, some in war commanders’ memoirs, but mostly, people got an idea about it from books and films. 
But what laid bare the essence of the war to a single detail were the letters written by those who never came back from the battlefields. The recently published collection of such letters is called “Wait for Me. Letters from the Front.” 
It is thanks to those the letters were addressed to – wives, or, to be more exact, widows, fiancees and children – that the letters have been preserved and brought to the attention of the general public. The letters survived wrapped in pieces of coarse linen, stored in ladies bags without handles and school bags people never had the heart of throwing away as they moved from place to place… 
157 letters have been preserved, written by those of whom they said in telegrams delivered as “fallen the death of a hero.” They were written in trenches and dug-outs, under constant fire and falling bombs… 
…This letter was written in a bullet-riddled tank, by Alexander Golikov. “The battle is a deadly one. Our tank has been brought to a standstill by enemy fire. Fascists are everywhere. We’ve been returning fire all throughout the day. The street is strewn with bodies in green uniform – they are like immovable lizards… There are two of us left in the disfigured tank – Pavel Abramov and me… Not a drop of water. The tank shudders under enemy shells but we’re holding out. We’re running out of ammunition. Pavel is pounding at the enemy with aimed fire and I’m “talking” to you, as before. Your portrait is on my knees. I know this is the last time… Through holes in the tank I can see trees in blossom and flowers, so bright and beautiful. I’m sure that after the war your life will be equally bright and beautiful. For that I’m ready to die!”
The rooted tank was surrounded by scores of enemy guns but was still holding out. And when one tank man was killed, the other carried on. When he ran out of ammunition, he set fire to the tank and died with it. Local residents inscribed on their tombstone: “Two tank men”. The letter, which was found in the charred tank, by some miracle reached the addressee. 
“I can’t wait to learn who we’ve had – a son or a daughter..”, begins his letter to his wife Sergeant-Major  Nikolai Glazyrin. But he didn’t live to see his child. A few days after he sent the letter he was killed shielding a comrade against enemy fire with his own body. 
“The matter of primary concern is to rout the Hitler army as soon as possible and liberate our Motherland,” writes Private Okhtov from infantry division 341. “Help as much as you can from the home front, mobilize everybody for the purpose and the Red Army will crush the Nazis and we’ll then be liberated from the invaders. 
My brothers-in-arms, lay your hopes with me, like you, I’ll fight to the last breath against the Hitler army.” 
“You’re not the only people worried about us,” wrote soldier Sharaf Arnazarov to his parents in Tajikistan. “Don’t worry for me, for the whole country is thinking of us. 
Dear brothers and sisters, help defend your country, I’m with good fellows, have a good commander and feel well”. 
The next letter bears no date. It is clear, however, that Lieutenant Pyotr Glukhov wrote this letter to his fianc?e before December 5th, 1943, the day he was killed. “I always write you after battle, - the letter said, – but if you get this letter it’ll mean I’m dead fallen with the thought of you. I’m writing the letter before going into battle so that you know how much I loved you, how endlessly dear you were to me… I’m fighting for you.. For me, you and my Motherland are one, I cannot separate the two. Your eyes are the eyes of our Motherland… Good-bye! Be happy without me. Best regards… Pyotr.” 
 
Each letter printed in the book is followed by a short commentary, summing up what little is known about the author. All commentaries are alike saying that the person died the death of a hero under Stalingrad, or died in medical and sanitary battalion from severe wounds, or went missing… 
“Don’t respond to this letter…” In the book “Letters from the Front” there are letters of last will, written by people who knew for sure they would not come back from the next mission. 
“December 5th, 1942. Hello, my dear sons, Valera and Tolya! My dear darlings! I’m now fighting for Stalingrad, for the Volga. If I die I want you to know that your father was commander and pilot in the Great Patriotic War and be proud of that. Live to love your Motherland and your people and let my creed – “Always be the first!” - be your creed too.” The author of the letter – squadron deputy commander Sergei Smirnov – was killed in an air battle near Stalingrad on December 8th, 1942, three days after he wrote the letter… 
 
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